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all things come to an end.

2009-07-19T13:58:00.003+08:00

But should the endings be sad all the time? I've had a lot of heartbreaks, a lot of tears fell down my cheeks, a lot of people came and left my rainbow colored life. I've been through a lot of storms, a lot of endings greatly affected my life. I ended my silence a year ago and that was a great ending, we moved on but I'm sure he moved on first. I ended my being a weak creature only weeks ago and it was another great ending. Now, there's an ending again, this time a sad one.

There are so many questions bothering me right now. They say that there are only very few truths in life. Number 1, everyone's given the chance to be alive. Number 2, everyone will be ill even just once in his life. Number 3, everything comes to an end including life. Now, my biggest question is, are friendships supposed to end?

I don't know the answer, but I do hope it's the 2-letter word. I'm scared, I don't like more sad endings, I don't like failed friendships, I don't like people to leave. Weird enough, what happens is what I don't like. Yes, I suffered a failed friendship. Still suffering actually, just because of stupid basketball.

If I were another person, I'd hate basketball right now. It made me cry a couple of times because of sad loses and sad news, it gave me the wrong impression that I can be friends with people who love the same team as mine who I only meet online, and now, it's making my life miserable. But I'm not another person. With or without basketball, maybe something like this would've happen anyway.

Failed friendships, why are there failed friendships? Sometimes, it's because of lies, lack of trust, misunderstandings. In my case, it's probably because of differences, differences which are not handled well, common denominators which are not common anymore. In math, one can only add or subtract fractions with common denominators, if they're not the same, one can find the least common denominator if he wants to. In life, it's the same thing. We can only have good relationships if we have common denominators or if we put some extra effort in finding any common denominator at all. Maybe, just maybe, they don't like the idea finding it. The easiest common denominator? Both must want to be friends again despite differences.

Closed doors. Maybe they've closed doors for me, maybe they've closed doors for similarities, for friendship. I've always been open to them, I've told them before about what I felt but they didn't like it. I tried not telling them and they didn't like it as well. I don't know what to do, what to feel, what to expect. My doors are open, their worlds aren't. I did things, but they weren't enough for people who don't want to be friends with someone like me anymore just because of very shallow stuff.

I have a clear conscience, there are so many things they're accusing me which are not true. They have said so many ill stuff about me, I'm supposed to be strong and not care at all but I can't help but be sad about the whole thing. But then again, what can I do but pretend that I can face everything?

If you guys are reading this, I'm very glad. I wanna explain my side. First off, I don't think there's anything wrong with congratulating the winners and in wishing that some other players go the Finals MVP title instead. It's part of being a person with sportsmanship, just like what two of your team's players showed when they came up the stage to smile, to take their trophy, and be thankful that they got to the Finals. Second, I never said teased you about the result of the game, that not how I roll. I never called you losers and I never will, there's nothing good I can get from that. Third, I'm not comparing any team to yours. If you're pertaining to Purefoods, sorry, I don't have a team. I've been a PBA fan since February. Fourth, you're asking me why I joined, right? I joined the group because I wanted friends who share the same passion, not because I wanted to be an ultimate fan. I thought I'd find real friends. But then again, I thought wrong. Fifth, I hope that you won't judge my future by saying that no one will ever treat me right because right now, there are those who do and sadly, you're not like them. You're not seers to say these stuff, you don't know what the future holds. Sixth, I erased my post because I realized that that post won't change the mood of everyone. I wanted to encourage some fans (which do not include you) to not cry over spilled milk. You can't make your team win by being bitter.

What else.. Oh yeah, I have friends. I'm not a loner. I actually have a group at school and we're composed of more than 10 members. We hang out together and we're real friends. Don't judge me that easily because you don't even know me and you haven't even seen me in person. You say that I'm a waste of time yet you waste your time plurking about me. Yeah, I admit that I'm sometimes a cry baby. But ask any of my friends if they've seen me cry recently because I haven't. You call me "plastic." But no, I'm not. I'm real and I don't care what people say about me. I'm too frank and that's probably why you guys hate me. I don't do things that a plastic person does, I don't make people that I don't like feel that I like them or something.

I'm not a Ginebra hater. I loved Ginebra before, long before I knew about the real stuff. And how the hell can you say that I'm a Ginebra hater? Ginebra has Macky Escalona, Eric Menk, Cyrus Baguio, Chico Lanete, Chris Pacana, and Junthy Valenzuela. I love these players and they're in your team. Do you really think I'd hate your team if I love almost half of your players? Oh please.

It's been an extremely sad ending to what could've been a long and happy friendship. I had so many dreams about our group like watching together once I'm 18 or something. I told one of you that before. And she even told me that she'll love me even if I'd become a fan of her hatest team. Where is she now? She's one of you, one of those who hate me. I love the group even if I left Ginebra. Problem is, when I left Ginebra, you hated me. Oh well, as they say, "Good things don't last." This is life, there's nothing left to do but to hold on despite the strong winds that blow.

Smile. :)

2009-07-01T19:08:00.003+08:00

Hanna took the what do people first notice about you? quiz and the result is your smile

As soon as people look at you, they automatically as dazzled by your great smile! You have the ability to light up an entire room! Your wonderful smile is what gets you noticed!

Just sharing. It's funny, I never thought about my smile for a long time. Some people ask me why I always smile. And now, I'm about to tell you guys why. Well, I guess I just love smiling. It's a great therapy. I mean, you'll never get stressed once you're used to smiling. Sadly, it looks like my smile's becoming more and more fake each time. I guess it's because I force myself to smile in spite of sadness or annoyance. I just don't like people seeing me sad.. I think that, somehow, I affect them when they see my mood, especially my friends. They seem to be sad too when they see me sad. Yeah, so that's that. Just had the sudden urge to share. :))

your blog is fabulous! :]

2009-03-19T04:13:00.001+08:00

I want to thank my dearest Ate Madge for this fabulous award. :] Love you!

Rules:

1. Put the logo on your blog or post.

2. Nominate at least 10 blogs which you think are FABULOUS.

3. Be sure to link your nominees within your post.

4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.

5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

My Nominees:

Ate Madge's blogs (super fab lahat!)

Cuz Blueberry

Arielle

Kathleen

Anney

** senxa na, konti lang kasi yung alam kong may updated blogs eeh. **

Taaaaggggg!

2009-02-14T12:19:00.001+08:00

I got tagged again! Haha. Ngayon lang ulit or ngayon ko lang nakita? :)) And since ang tagal ko ng hindi nagppost, dito ko nilagay 'tong tag chorva. Got tagged by Ate Madge. :)

In this tag thingy, you have to state 9 true things about yourself and 1 untrue thing. In my case, bahala na kayong manghula kung alin ung hindi totoo! :))

10. I am really really really grade conscious.

9. I'm getting really addicted to PBA. I watch every game already!

8. I drink coffee everyday! Minsan, two times pa. Bad, I know! :))

7. Hindi ako ganun ka-bitter ngayong Valentine's day.

6. I'm happy for Talk N Text Tropang Txters for winning the All-Filipino Cup Championship.

5. I looove the song Closer You and I.

4. I'm in love right now.

3. I was squealing a while ago nung nakita ko ung kras ko. Mahina nga lang para hindi rinig ng iba. :))

2. Naka-unli ako ngayon pero hindi nagpaparamdam. (as usual. haha.)

1. Wish ko na sana kaya kong sayawin at kantahin ung Single Ladies ng parang si Beyonce.

jaran! hmmm. i'll taggg:

paaatt.
mich.
dia.

yun lang. :] i missed posting. kaso sa multi nalang muna siguro ako for now. at dun sa isa kong blog which is so-not-updated! :))

All about Jamships! :)

2008-12-19T21:23:00.001+08:00

I don't really know why I suddenly thought about this post while staring at nothing. Well, it's probably because everything in my mind is PBA-related and my cellphone's inbox is all Jamships-related. :)

Anyway, I'd better not go off-topic. So, this whole post is about my beloved Jamships, our likes, dislikes, etc.

* complete the statement: Lahat ng Jamships ay _______

supportive - aba, bawal ata ang hindi supportive sa group! haha. super supportive ng Jamships sa BGK man or sa other members. support ng support sa games ng team at kahit sa jobs at exams ng isa't isa. :)
madaling kiligin - bawat game, siguradong tili lahat! haha. super kinikilig ang lahat pag naglalaro ng maganda ang mga mahal nila sa team.
mabait - super welcome agad sa new members at walang away na nagaganap. kahit na, siguro, minsan may mga misundesrtanding, walang confrontation or war na nangyayari.
understanding - we respect each others opinions and reactions
mapagmahal - sa bgk at sa members ng group! alabshu jamships!
sweet - bawat text may mwah, *hug,* amishu, at aylabyu. sarap maging jamship no?
may kaweirdohang taglay - hmm. siguro ginawa na ni ate madge na requirement 'to? lahat ksi sa jamships, weird! haha. promise, mapa orig member or kagaya kong additional. (new term to use. haha)
adik - madami kaming kaadikan! haha. lahat kami may common addiction. eto na. susunod na. ;)

** kaadikan ng jamships:

brgy ls fm - eto ung una kong napansin nung naging member ako. bawat gm dati may word na "rambo kayo" or "talk to papa," kung ano man yun.. hmm. try ko nga rin makinig..
gma7 - eto ang istasyon ng jamships. haha. lahat ata sila ay kapuso? sila, kasi ka-c/s, ka-makisig, ka-mtv, at ka-myx lang ako. ndi ako maxado nanonood ng tv eh.
anime - these days, laging may anime sa mga gm nila! ndi ako mxadong makarelate. ang huli ko napanood na anime ay slam dunk. :)) xhaka mga pinapanood kong anime dati, pangbata eh.. parang doraemon, cardcaptor sakura, at kung anu-ano pa. :))
survivor philippines - pinagpupuyatan nila ito! haha. lahat ata sila nanonood, ako lang ndi. haha. sorry naman at late na ksi un.
surveys at mga pagame - mga namimiss ko na. :(( tagal na rin nung last eh. pag may survey at game, halos lahat naka-unli kaya sabog ung inbox naming lahat!
unlitext at unlicalls - grabe. dati, unlitxt lang eh. tapos bigla nilang napagtripan na tawagan ang mga tulog na. buti nalang at hindi pa ko nabibiktima. :))
twilight - lahat nanood! haha. ang alam ko ah.. lahat edward ang bukambibig. lahat gusto maging vampire or gustong magkavampire. haha. saya! besides me and ate madge, may twice din ba nanood? hihi. :)
pba - kahit hindi BGK, go pa rin at nanonood!
bgk - duuuh. haha. mahal namin ang bgk. number one addiction namin yan. :)

*** jamships-related wishes

sana orig member ako. -- ewan ko kung bakit. i mean, lahat naman kami fair ang turingan pero iba pa rin ung nasa acronym ka eh.. parang you feel like you're that important kasi without you, walang "jamships," di ba?
sana makanood ako ng game with them. -- saya siguro nun at super ingay! nung nanood nga ako dati, kahit malayo ako from the tres marias (ate madge, tita am, mommy thania) tinginan kami nung pinasok si macky my love. :)
sana makapunta ako ng practice with them. -- para may magsalita for me pag nakita ko na si macky.. baka ndi ako makasalita eh. joke. :)) para msaya. super ingay siguro..
sana makapagparty kami together. -- aba, party pipz ata ang jamships! nawasak na nila ang kaharian ni tita am at ang redbox sa kaadikan! haha.
sana makasama ko sila sa 15th birthday ko -- sana talaga. that would probably be the happiest birthday ever.
sana maging housemates kaming lahat -- eto ung pinakaimposible. ndi 'to hahayaang mangyari dahil baka masira ung bahay sa 'min. hahaha!
sana lagi ko silang makasama at maging sobra sa super close kaming lahat!

**** lahat ng jamships ayaw sa _______

(eto ung most common, based sa gms.)

air21 express -- duuuh. =))
purefoods -- ayaw nila sa 2nd fave team ko..
anti-bgk -- aba syempre naman!
mga mayayabang at maaangas na player -- lahat naman ata
katahimikan -- allergic ata kami dyan? haha
picture frame as a gift -- la lang. nakita ko dun sa answers nila sa churvey eh.
-- wala na ko maisip. hahaha. post ako ulit pag meron pa --

haba no? :) pero i enjoyed writing this post. aliw eh. :) aylabshu jamships!

tapos na kayo? sige, ako naman ah..

2008-10-30T11:14:00.001+08:00

(Jamships, kayo lang ang makakaintindi nito. labshu all!)

Reaction paper ko naman. It's a free country!

Well, just wanted to post since I read a very bad post sa multiply ng isang member ng ating favorite fan club.

I don't know if you have read it already. It's really foul and sobra sa super na ang kasamaan, not only to us but also to the team.

I don't think I should post the whole thing. Baka kasuhan naman ako ng plagiarism.. haha. kaya may mga lines lang ako na binura.. I omitted some words.. Basta. It really made me feel worse eh ang sama na nga ng loob ko..

"baka sabihin na naman diyan ng iba, nasabihang GINEBRA FAN AKO. isang isa na lang. bibinggo na kayo saken. wala kayong karapatang magsalita ng kung anu ano dahil WALA NAMAN KAYONG ALAM. WALA KAYONG ALAM SA MGA PINAGDAANAN NAMIN, AT MAS LALONG HINDI NIYO KAYANG INTINDIHIN ANG PAGIGING FAN NAMIN. kaya pausap na ha? TUMAHIMIK NA LANG. iimik na naman e. wala naman sa lugar. "

"but i so love the game of my team. pwera na lang sa isa. hindi ko talaga siya magustuhan e. NAYAYABANGAN ako. pacenxa na. o magrereaction paper ka na naman? tae. hindi mo naman kasi alam e. ever since kasi, hindi ko na nagustuhan ugali nun. Pacenxa naman, hindi naman kasi parehas yung pinakita niyang ugali smen sa pinapakita niya sa inyo. pero yung tinitira niyo. may ginawa bang mali si PAU sa inyo? wala naman e. kaya wag kayong umarte na parang kilalang kilala nio siya. isa pa, yung pinagmamarte niyong pagbabantay ni Pau kay Jayjay, ginusto ba niya? at sa tingin niyo kung may nangyari bang masama kay Jayjay, matutuwa si Pau? tae. BASKETBALL yan e. natural lang yung ganung mga bagay. pero HINDI NAMAN SINASADYA. kaya wag kayong basta na lang nagsasalita dyan na kala mo napakasama nung tao. Paganahin naman ang utak kahit minsan lang. hindi yung basta basta na lang nagsasalita ng kung anu anong makasisira sa isang tao."

"NAINTINDIHAN MO? o cge, magreaction paper ka lang. siguraduhin mo lang na tama ka na sa mga sasabihin mo ha? siguraduhin mong tama ang mga bagay na ipinagmumura mo. at PAKISIGURO naman na nasa lugar ang DINADALDAL MO. sayang iniinit ng ulo mo e. MALING MALI ka naman."

I honestly think that I know kung para kanino 'to.. And I know na alam mo rin na tayo pinapatamaan dito. I just can't accept na nag-aaway ng ganito ang BGK fans. Kala ko ba isang pamilya? Kala ko ba we'll all support them till the end? Nung finals, tayong mga fans ang naging sandalan ng team. Pero pano nila tayo sasandalan kung ganito tayo di ba?

Sino nga ba ang nagsimula nito? Kami ba? Halerrr. Syempre naman, natural lang na ipagtanggol namin si "siya" kasi mabait siya sa 'min.. Sabihin na natin na ganun siya DATI, sabi nyo eh.. Kahit na di ba.. Kaya nga merong phrase na "second chance" di ba? People change. Hindi ba pwedeng kalimutan nalang natin yung dati at mag start over nalang? Kung ayaw niyo, eh di wag. Hindi ako namimilit.. As I said, it's a free country.

Hindi kasalanan sa mundo ang magpost ng reaction paper sa multiply. Bakit niyo pa binasa kung iinit lang pala ang mga ulo niyo because of it? I respect your opinions so you guys should respect our opinions too. Ako, ayoko sana ng gulo. Ayoko ng argument or something. Pero siguro nga, ganito talaga. We can't please everybody and we won't try to. We'll be ourselves and give our opinions dahil sayang naman ang freedom of speech. Baka dumating ang araw na may bayad na yan, kaya we might as well exercise our freedom.

Yan, baka naman sabihin niyo na nag reaction paper na naman kami. Sus ko naman, kaya nga sa blog ko na pinost and hindi sa multi di ba? I don't know how you'll reach this. Pero gusto ko lang ilabas ang mga nararamdaman ko kasi wala talaga akong masabihan.

Good luck nalang sa 'ting lahat sa next game natin. NEVER SAY DIE! AIM HIGH, KABARANGAY!

Oo na.. Selfish na 'ko.

2008-10-28T10:26:00.001+08:00

Pasensya na.. Umiral na naman kasi ang pagiging selfish ng adik kay M.E. haaay. asar kasi!

Try typing "Macky Escalona" sa google. Sa images ah. Tignan nyo ung mga lalabas sa search, especially ung mga blog.. Kabwisit! "I love Macky Escalona" daw?! Excuse me, where they still supportive after his career in Ateneo? Ilang beses ba sila bumoto for him sa Myx VJ Search? Kahit ba hindi siya masyado nakakapoints sa BGK ngayon, andyan pa rin ba sila?

Pasensya na talaga. I just can't accept it eh.. Haaay. Ako kasi, I know my sacrifices for him. Ewan ko ah.. Siguro nga selfish ako, super selosa or what eh wala naman talaga akong ipagseselos 'cause he's not mine di ba. (but he will be, hintayin mo ko _____! :)) joke.)

Eto pa, Jamships para sa inyo 'to. Alam niyo ba nagsign ako sa guestbook ng multi ng fave nating fans club daw ng BGK daw, sabi ko na pakiboto nga si M.E. sa vj search. As usual, wa fakels sila. Then, nakita ko as I searched kanina, na may post na sila nun and posted yun 1 day after kong magsign.. Hello? Grabe talaga. Kung hindi pa ko nagsign, hindi pa nila nalaman. Hindi man lang nagcomment sa pag-update ko.. grrrr.

Un lang naman. Nakakainis. I mean, how can they say that they love him kung simpleng pagsuporta, hindi nila magawa?! Sus ko day. It's not just about having pictures with him or talking to him 2 hours every BGK practice, it's supporting him wholeheartedly and not blaming him.

I'm in love with Macky Escalona truly, madly, and deeply!

Tagged: The Random Stuff.

2008-10-16T20:22:00.001+08:00

I got tagged by ate madz weeks ago. Eh ngayon lang nakapagpost ulit. haha. anyway...

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Link to the person who tagged you (see above).

Post the rules on your blog (this is what you are now reading)

Write 6 random things about yourself (see below).

Tag 6 people at the end of your post and link to them (This is only a game)

Let each person know they have been tagged and leave a comment on their blog

Let the tagger know when your entry is up.

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6 random things about me

1. mahilig ako manood ng myx.. kahit nung hindi pa kasali si Macky Escalona sa VJ Search..

2. Ako ay isang frustrated singer at writer. haha. hindi ako magaling kumanta at magsulat, pero lab na lab ko gawin un...

3. dati na akong tumalon mula sa sinasakyang tricycle dahil sa takot malate. (phobia ko un.) ang resulta? dami kong sugat. meron sa baba, sa braso, sa tuhod at kung saan saan pa.

4. gumawa ako ng kanta para sa mahal ko nung second year.. parang teardrops on my guitar yung theme. parang broken hearted something something..

5. hindi ako mahilig sa pba dati, pero yun.. napanood ko ung game 3 ng pf vs slr at mula dun, naadik na ko.. that's the reason why ang pf ang unang napamahal sa 'kin at kung bakit naiinis ako sa pf haters, dahil ang pf ang naghatid sa kin sa pba..

6. takot ako sa matataas na lugar at sa mga masisikip na lugar or yung maraming tao. feeling ko kasi hihimatayin ako pag maraming tao.. haha.

I tagged:

Coleen

Dana

Michelle O.

Arielle

Gen

Madz

Opening of PBA's 34th Season

2008-10-05T11:23:00.001+08:00

To be honest, I was very frustrated. I was waiting from 3:00 tapos it started so late. I came from my retreat and was tired, of course. I was so sleepy too. "But I wouldn't miss it!," that's what I told myself. It was my first time to watch the opening.

It was fun. Well, quite boring to be honest. But fun because I missed PBA so much and wanted to see them all back. I looked for Macky, Jondan, and PJ first. Then, the rest. ;p

Makisig Morales was there, and also the little Red Lions from San Beda Mendiola (why can't they get the Little Red Lions/Indians from SBCA? Why Mendiola? The kids from our school are much cuter.. ;p) Also a player from Ateneo, is he in highschool? The ambassador from US (?) was also there! I forgot her name. Well, I know her name, not the spelling. ;p

The parade went on and on and on. Pokwang's muse for Coca-Cola. She had her grand entrance. Iwa Moto was muse for Ginebra. Iya Villania was muse for Purefoods. SMB had 3 muses. Shocking. :))

I saw the new players. Was shocked to see PF's lineup so different. Felt weird seeing Rain or Shine. I'm not used to that name. I'm used to saying Welcoat or Dragons or the team that beat PF 2 times last conference. (frustrating.. super.)

I watched the game. It was CCT vs. TNT. I missed PBA so much. But, unfortunately, I was unable to finish the game because I fell asleep. ;p

So glad PBA's back! Hope to see Purefoods and Ginebra fighting for the AFC Championship trophy! :)

kasali xa sa myx vj search!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-16T08:12:00.002+08:00

MARK ANTHONY ESCALONA

Nickname: MACKY

Age: 23 years old

Occupation: Basketball Player

Shooting hoops is definitely part of this guy’s life but this PBA player is looking at expanding his horizons. Basketball may be his first love but he also has a gift of gab that he is ready to show off. Who knows, he just might be the next face of MYX!

To vote for MACKY, Text MYXVJ 5

& Send to 2366

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Macky Escalona is running for Myx VJ! He needs our support, mga kabarangay. Please vote for him. Text:MYXVJ 5 and send this to 2366. Every vote counts since the number of text votes is 30% of the final score! Let's prove that Barangay Ginebra can also be champions in this area! To check out the other people he's competing against, go to the

multiply account of mobile myx. Thank you!!!!

BGK Jamships.

2008-09-09T18:49:00.001+08:00

I never thought that I would be this close to the people in POL. I only joined because a fan told me of its existence. I joined to know more updates on my fave teams. But now, it's a very different story.

I became a member during the time when every member can use the shoutbox. I met Ate Madz who gave us the link to one of her blogs. I read it and found out how good she is at writing stuff. I admired her writing style. Then, I asked for her email address and added her up in yahoo messenger. We got closer when we were looking for tickets for Game 7 of the Smart PBA Fiesta Conference which is, of course, a game against Ginebra and Air 21. We both didn't get tickets and had to watch at home. I gave her my number and she gave me hers. We became "textmates."

I did not expect to find an older sister in her. I got much closer to her and told her some of the disturbing stuff in my life. She gave me advice. To be honest, she's quite closer to me than my half sister in the States.

I learned about the existence of BGK Jamships when I visited one of her blogs. I saw the blog and asked Ate Madz if it was okay if I'd join. She said that I would be welcome. But, I felt uncertain about joining. What if they can't accept me? What if I don't belong with them? What if having both BGK and PF as my two favorite teams would be a hindrance? What if they're only close to each other and not to newbies?

Ate Madz assured me that whatever happens, she'd be there. She told me stuff that made me feel like, "this is it. this is a sign. join, hanna. it might be a chance that will never happen ever again."

Ate Madz helped me from joining to keeping in touch with others. She gave me the care I was looking for from my very serious half sis. No wonder I love her already even if we haven't met!

I joined BGK JAMSHIPS. Ate Thania, the president of Jamships, welcomed me through text. I met the others and during weekends, I join them in text wars (if there's such a thing).

I think even my cell phone is wondering and if it could talk, it would probably say, "hanna, what happened? why do i receive approximately 20 messages an evening now? why do i always have load? why am i always registered on unlimited texting these days? heyy.. can you let me rest now? i'm tired.. and if you don't mind, please delete some messages. the memory's kinda low.."

I love BGK Jamships, they make me feel like I belong.. They make my cellphone happy.. They make more people switch to Globe. They make me feel like I have a thousand friends.. :)

Now that I am a member of BGK Jamships, I will never let this go.. I will never do something bad deliberately to any of them. I feel like we are one family. I am happy when I communicate with them and why should I stop doing what makes me happy??? ILY JAMSHIPS! I hope that we'll be closer to each other. :)

(emo? no... i just feel like writing about my dearest BGK Jamships.. :D)

It's like magic.. :)

2008-08-21T17:50:00.001+08:00

It is magic.. Really.. If you were able to watch the Ginebra Kings' rough start, you'll believe me. They started as the lowest of lows in the eliminations having 0 wins and 5 losses; even lower than the Welcoat Dragons which is a new team in the PBA. Who knew that they'll even be able to get in the quarter finals? Who knew that they'll end up as CHAMPIONS??

I'm a Purefoods Tender Juicy fan but I admire the Kings so much for their "never say die" spirit which I hope my team has too. I admire so many players in BGK and have loved it already. Actually, during the elimination game between Ginebra and Purefoods, I didn't know which team to support. In the end, Ginebra won and I wasn't sad at all 'cause I love both teams and who can blame me? I admire them both. You might not understand me and say that I'm "balimbing", just liking Ginebra because they won the Championship.. But believe me, I had a hard time choosing before. I felt that every time I cheered for the Kings, I was betraying the Giants. Oh come on... Am I the only abnormal one??

Anyway, the game last night was so good!! It had "thrill." At first, Ginebra took the lead. Well, not a BIG lead.. A normal one... I was so happy and was quite confident that we would win.. But, of course, I did not want to say it.. (I didn't wanna be like Coach Bo Perasol who had to eat all that he said before against Ginebra.) Then came the fourth quarter during which I actually felt like my heart would leap anytime while watching.. Good thing Mark Caguioa was there to the rescue. Though he was injured, he tried his best to grab the rebounds instead of shooting, which I think he knows wouldn't be advisable because of his injury. Eric Menk and Ronald Tubid? Oh.. What can I say? They made my jaw hang open stupidly in the air... Eric was simply amazing. Ronald was just great. Alexander was so persistent. He made me adore him more when he blocked "someone" foul-free (can't remember.. sorry..) even if he already had 5 fouls. His promise made me realize that he really deserves the Best Import of the Conference Award; not only because of his very good numbers, but also because of his spirit. He said before that he wouldn't like to leave the team without the championship. His promise and Mark's? Oh yes. Oh so fulfilled. :D

Mark: Thank you very much for the effort you showed last night. Although you weren't named mvp, I don't care. I still think you're one of the best. Even if you were injured badly, you still did your best; not for yourself but for the team. That's the spirit. Hope you'll get well soon!

Eric: You were so great last night. You showed everyone that even if you got injured, the MVP skills are still within you. Looks like a lot of people learned never to doubt your skills again! Congratulations Eric! See you next conference!

Chris A. : I'm gonna miss you so much. I admire you in every way there is in this world. I'll never forget your greatness, your kindness, your legendary salute, and of course you're never dying toothpick. Congratulations for bringing Ginebra to the finals! Hope to see you in the next Fiesta Conference!!

Ronald: Congratulations on being the MVP. I'm so proud of you. You did it despite coming back from injury. You have shown everyone the perfect example of the never-say-die spirit. Keep it up! Hope you won't get injured ever again!

Junthy: Hope you're okay. I was so sad during game 6 and last night 'cause I saw you sad and injured. I really hope that you're injuries will be healed soon. Also hope that you have already seen the team for you in Barangay Ginebra.Take care 'cause I care. :)

Paul: Your answers in last night's interview made me feel more emotional. Yes, Paul. You're right. The team's heart made you win.. I'm so happy for you. Thank you very much for last night's awesome game. Go Kid Lightning!!!

Sunday: Though you weren't able to score last night, it doesn't matter. You tried, that's what's important. You helped the team a lot during the series. There are really times of being not-so-good, it's plain normal.

Coach Jong: Congratulations! You are really a great coach. I admire your strategy. Many might not appreciate you as much as they idolize the players.. But I think you're just as great as the players you coach! Go Coach!! I'm always here to support you!

Chris P.: You did great last night and in game 6. I never thought that you have those many hidden skills! I never thought that you were that good! Show your skills to everyone but stay humble 'cause that's what I like about you. :)

Jayjay: Though you weren't able to play, I admire you so much. I know how good you are and even if you were injured, you helped the team by cheering them up and reminding them of your motto. I saw your happiness last night and believe it or not, I've never seen you more handsome than how you looked like last night. Keep reaching for the stars but always remember to stay humble, okay?

Macky: I wasn't able to see you play for so long. I missed you so much. I have always waited for the camera to show the bench. You're really so goodlooking. And from what I've heard, kind too. I remember the time when you scored 8 points in 2 minutes and I was so happy that time. Hope I'll receive free ice cream from you.. Kidding! haha. But, seriously, I like you and can't wait to see you play more minutes next conference.

Raffy: You did well this conference.. I'm so happy for you.. I saw your happiness last night. I hope that would last long.. :D Also hope that you'll keep up the good work or even do better.:)

Billy: Thanks for the effort during the whole conference.. I saw how much you strived hard, and for that I commend you. Try and try more next conference, okay? Never ever say die.. :)

Those who weren't able to play: yes... I know it was sad and frustrating. But I know that Coach Jong would do something next conference to let you guys play. Thank you so much for supporting your teammates always. It helps so much, you know.

♥♥♥ CONGRATULATIONS GINKINGS!!! KEEP UP THE OH-SO-GOOD WORK!!! ♥♥♥

...

I love you Barangay Ginebra Kings and Purefoods Tender Juicy Giants!!! See you next conference!!! ...

Pag nainggit si Hanna...

2008-08-18T16:02:00.001+08:00

Minsan lang ako mainggit. Promise!! I actually think na ngayon lang ako nainggit ulit... At eto na ang pinakagrabe kong kainggitan. (If there's such a word)

:(( Kasi naman... So many people are so mean. Iniinggit nila ako about game 7 on Wednesday na mapapanood nila ng live sa Araneta at ako sa tv.. ang sakit di ba? Bakit naman kasi Wednesday pa!!!!!!!!!!! Pwede namang Friday nalang ah.. Para naman kahit paano may chance di ba... Eh since Wednesday, (extension classes, may pasok sa Thursday) less than 1% yung chance ko manood. :(( Bakit sila pwede?? Bakit ako hindi??? Unfair!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people na nang-iinggit are the following: Tito Ikoy, Genevieve, Franklin, and other people (esp. those from the forum..)
UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bakit ganun di ba???????????????? Maxadong sad... Maxadong masama sa kalooban.... :((

what i've learned so far

2008-08-14T16:39:00.001+08:00

it's the first day of the second quarter! i honestly believe that it's a great achievement for me that i was able to stay alive after a quarter with my section! (no offense. i'm just not used to your ways, guys.) i'm so happy! only 3 quarters to go!!!

so what have i learned? well, i learned how to listen! dati kasi puro salita ako. i didn't have the "listening skills." i did not care much about stuff at school and blahblah. but now, i am more grade conscious. tapos bumait ako. haha. i have become more patient. kso mas madali na ko paiyakin ngayon. promise. kasi kahit simpleng bagay lang, maiiyakan ko kasi it will surely remind me of everything i've been through. un lang siguro ung bad thing ngayon. pati ung stupidity ko sa fil. haha.

yay! madami-dami pa ngayon eh. kso wala akong maisip ksi medyo nasiraan ako ng bait kanina. tapos may sakit pa ko. papasok kaya ako bukas? of course! except kung 38.9 na siguro temp ko.. hahahaha. babay. last post for the night. bukas na lang ulit.. :D

Form A ako! Form A!

2008-08-14T15:58:00.001+08:00

breaking molds? being weird? being stupid? being abnormal? doing something dangerous? risk-taker? whatever you say, i don't really care. all i know is that due to I-CAS (ms tolentino pronounces it as "ayy-cas" and sir marquez "eeeh-cas") English, I was able to take form A in Chemistry for only 38-40 minutes.

well, we were supposed to be back to school before 12. kaso those people from DepEd (ata) were super late! as in! dapat kasi ung contest start ng 8 am.. pero dahil sa mga DepEd representatives, we started at 8:45 and finished after an hour. so 9:45. then, nagkagulo-gulo pa sa bus because of some hs and gs students na super tagal sumakay.so in short 9:16 na kami nakarating ng labas ng gate six..

i was so ready to take form b. na-set ko na yung mind ko na ndi na ko makakatake... kaya nga nag-aral na ko sa english eh.. tpos biglang un.. i decided to take form A 'cause ms. gomez made form B. so xempre, mahirap na un di ba... ako lang and si ron ang nagform-A sa third year... sa second year, si jermaine and her friend..

super explain naman ako sa 2 proctors in our room.. kaya naconsume agad ung 5 minutes ko.. so un.. untik ko na ndi matapos. tapos sa kaba ko, nanginginig ung kamay ko while writing my name. tapos naiwan ko pa ung sci-cal ko sa bag.. haha.. nagtanong pa ko kay ms kung pwd kong makuha ung sci cal (in english.. haha). para tuloy akong tanga. hahaha. tpos un... buti nalang nakareview pa ko ng isang problem. ung 4 squared dapat tapos nung una 4 lang ginamit kong value.

[while answering chemistry exam, i was thinking of english. while taking the english exam, i was thinking of chem.]

so good luck nalang bukas!!! last day na! yessss! (late post much?)

the survey. i saw it from sarah's multi.

2008-08-08T19:21:00.001+08:00

Part One: Bold what's true.
I am single.
I have a boyfriend.
Currently, I have feelings for one guy.
One of my favorite discussion topics is guys.
I like guys with facial hair.
I like clean shaven guys. --- depende naman kc di ba..
I've been proposed to.
I've been married.
I've been divorced.
I've wanted to marry a guy-friend before.
My favorite color on guys is white.
My favorite color on guys is black. --- ang gulo lang eh..
It's creepy when some guys wear pink.
I like guys with blonde hair.
I like guys with black hair.
I like guys with brown hair.
I like guys with red hair.
I like emo guys. ---- no!!!
I like punk guys.
I like jocks.
Blue eyes on guys are beautiful!
Green eyes are the best!
Tall, dark, handsome with dark brown eyes rock!
I love guys with muscles. --- depende eh..
I like guys with shaggy hair.
I've been given flowers for Valentines' Day. --- hmm.. mga 3 years ago.. hahaha
My favorite part about guys is how funny they are.
Guys: Can't live with them, can't live without them.
I've said, "Why can't they invent something besides guys to marry?"
I've kicked a guy where it hurts before.
A guy has called me cute before.
A guy has called me pretty before.
A guy has called me ugly before. --- manloloko ksi sila kaya lahat un nasabi na sa kin.. hahahaha
I have been to the movies alone with a guy.
I've been in love.
I've eaten alone with a guy before.
I've been on a date.
I like Christian guys.
I dont care about religion when it comes to guys.
I have called a guy cute before.
I have called a guy handsome/hot before.
I can look at a cute guy and not think about sex.
I don't like guys who drink.
I don't like guys who smoke.
I don't like guys who sleep around.
I like good moral guys.
I like guys who know how to work, but don't become workaholics.
I've almost crashed my car because I saw a cute guy.
A guy has given me flowers before.
A guy has kissed me in the last week.
A guy has hugged me in the last week.
I've tripped checking out a cute guy.
I've bought a movie/book just because the guy in it was cute.
I love it when guys go shirtless.
I know a guy who has gotten a girl pregnant.
1 of my best friend(s) is a guy(s).
I've had a guy in my room before.
I've been to a guy's house.
I've taken a picture of a guy I like in the last three months.
Guys look like angels when they sleep. -- ndi ah.. konti lang ung ganun..
A guy has groped me before.
A guy has grabbed my butt before.
I've been asked for my phone number by a guy before.
I've kissed a guy I've just met.
I've bought a guy a birthday present before.

Part Two: Bold the guys you like/think are cute/hot.
Charles Shaughnessy
George Clooney
Tobey McGuire
Chris O' Donnell
Daniel David
Harrison Ford
Jesse McCartney
Lance Bass
Justin Timberlake
David Gallagher
Vin Diesel
Jake Gyllenhaal
Gary Sinise
Tom Cruise
Tom Hanks
Anton Yelchin
James Franco
Elvis Presley
Zac Efron
Elijah Wood
Daniel Radcliffe
Johnny Depp
Orlando Bloom
William Moseley
Adam Pascal
Drake Bell
Ashton Kutcher
Brendan Fraiser
Leonardo Dicaprio
Jeremy Stumper
Brad Pitt
Tom Felton
Matthew McConaughey
Sean Faris
Shane McRae
Ryan Gosling
Hugh Grant
Shane West
Chad Michael Murray
Kevin Costner

*** ung mga ndi ko kilala ndi ko binold. haha. ***

The Most Shocking Test Result

2008-08-08T18:31:00.001+08:00

So far, so good! Well, at least if you count on my standards last year. I guess I was expecting too much from myself. Remember my post about my Geometry test? That's what this is about... Well, I really thought that I would fail Geom and/or CVE. The weird thing is, I got 91 in both! Isn't that weird? And after studying so hard in Filipino, just to get the best in Filipino award back, I got an 89! I was so shocked. I thought I did better in this test than in the first Filipino long test... *sigh.. I don't know what went wrong... I was quite ok with my English test considering that I finished it just on time (cause I rewrote my letter over and over again). I think I did pretty well in Trigonometry. Most of my mistakes were due to carelessness. (example, i wrote 88.4 instead of 88.9) Hmm.. I was quite disappointed with my SS grade 'cause my only mistake was in the second part of the test and the question was, "who won in the Trojan war?" I was so stupid..

Anyway, we had the contest today in SS and we won! Thanks to Pat who answered the last question right which made us win. I'm so happy. We got 99 in a seatwork and +3 in a long test. I guess I'd like the 3 points to be added to my long test 1 which was lower than my long test 2...

Ah well.. What's done is done. I won't be able to do anything with my damned Filipino test anymore.. I'll try to do well in my Quarter Exam.. Though I'm quite nervous about Chemistry 'cause I might not be able to start the test on time and I think got stupid after the first long test. I'm really slow at analyzing problems so I think that would be a problem. I have to beg God for a lot of wisdom....

Btw, Air21 won against Ginebra in Game2 of the PBA Smart Fiesta Conference Finals. The score was 124-90. Too bad for the Ginkings who said goodbye to what I thought was going to be their 14th straight win. But I think that they also must be thankful 'cause they won in best player of the conference (JayJay Helterbrand) and best import (Chris Alexander).

*happy 66th birthday to my dearest Inay!!!*

*advanced happy birthday to Monique who'll celebrate her birthday tomorrow*

Ang Mahiwagang Araw

2008-08-04T13:36:00.001+08:00

...at pinakamasaya this school year! hahaha

may justice na kasi sa mundo ko...

:D imagine.. grabe... sobrang sama ng araw

ko kahapon pero kanina ang saya... kasiiiii..

first of all, ang tahimik ko..

tpos pinalabas na ko ni miss miranda!!!

ang saya... kasi ang sma kaya ng feeling

nung nadadamay ka kahit wla ka namang masamang ginagawa...

second, nakabili na ko ng cake!

grabe kahapon ko pa gustong gusto bumili..

kaso super daming tao sa bakeshop.. so un..

pero ok lang.. ksi kung nakabili ako kahapon...

...di sana hindi ko SIYA nakita!!!! :D ang saya saya

ko dahil nakakita ako ng player kanina.. second time

ko na siya nakita but he never fails to put a smile on

my face. galing kasi siya sa fave team ko.. mas gwapo

xa sa personal.. hahahhaha.. naka jersey nga siya kanina eh..

pero ndi ung team jersey ah.. tpos nakita ko siya sa gonuts donuts..

tpos nagpunta siya ng kfc.. tumatawag pa nga siya eh using his white

fone.. haha... tapos nagrrelo pala un.. hahaha.. natawa ako pagkatapos.

asteeg kasi.. super unexpected... sana makita ko siya ulit!!!

please.please.please.

woah. what a day. ang masasabi ko lang is that magiging mabait

ako for a week.. parang thanksgiving kay God dahil He made me

realize more and more na may reason nga pala for everything.. simple

nga siguro yung nangyari pero at least napasaya niya ko..

ANG GALING TALAGA NI GOD!!!!!

downside: hindi ako nakapagpa autograph or picture!!!! :((

Last survey before signing out..

2008-06-24T15:28:00.001+08:00

*name 15 people from your class randomly. do not look at the questions below before naming them. this is fun, try it. 1.) dana pancho
2.) ana raymundo 3.) michael reyno 4.) cham cabaña 5.) abby tiong 6.) coleen araza 7.) early empeño 8.) barbie esperanza 9.) ange lahoz 10.) madelyn galang 11.) micheline onrubia 12.) nicole natanauan 13.) zigmund lozañes 14.) jiggy elises 15.) benedic alano --Now answer these questions-- 1.) Who is number 3's crush? -> i dunno

2.) What do you think of number 6? -> nice...
3.) How old is number 1? -> fourteen.
4.) Is number 15 a class officer? ->yeah!! escort!! haha

5.) If you think of number 5, what's the first thing that comes to mind? -> pink

6.) Do you have plans with number 4? -> hmmm...

7.) How about number 7? -> hmmmm.. nagpapahanap ako sa kanya ng crush!!!

8.) Does number 14 like anyone from your list? -> idk..

9.) Name three things you have in common with number 10? -> dunno eh...
10.) Do you remember the first time you actually said "hi" to number 11? -> no...

11.) Have you ever been groupmates with number 13? -> yeah.. english.. both sa 27 and 16 pero diff. activities

12.) Have you ever had a fight with number 8? -> no.. argument lang.. pinipilit kong nerd xa.. haha

13.) Do you chat often with number 9? -> ok lang..

14.) Are you and number 2 close friends? -> yah...

15.) Is number 1 pretty? -> yah.. everyone is daw di ba..

16.) What would you say if number 12 and 14 were dating? -> "whaaaaat?????"
17.) What was your first impression of number 7? -> "tahimik 'to.. nerd pa.." haha

18.) Would it be a shock to you if number 11 asked number 3 out? -> oh yeah... sobra.. sobra talaga...
19.) Name one thing you admire about number 9? -> madami eh..

20.) What do you like most about number 7? -> she's sooo kind.. :)

21.) Is number 14 sporty? -> oo...

22.) Have you ever eaten out with number 15? -> nooo... except kung counted ung sabay mag lunch..

farewell parties.. Christmas parties.. etc..

saw it from erika's and madz' multi

2008-06-24T15:19:00.001+08:00

Name 25 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 25 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.

1. dana
2. ana
3. michael
4. jethro
5. benedic
6. carl
7. madz
8. erika
9. zia
10. barbie
11. ange
12. nicole
13. zigmund
14. yani
15. juni
16. champa 17. ria
18. mama early
19. bel
20. coleen
21. micheline
22. sammie
23. dia
24. abby
25. miguel

How did you meet 3?
- sa school. basta dun...

What would you do if number 4 and 5 were going out?
- i'm gonna be so shocked..

What do you know about number 6?
- he's so funny... sobra.. mamamatay ka sa kakatawa..

What do you think of number 1?
- sweet... close friend...:)

What would you do if 7 confessed he/she loves you?
- i'm gonna be soooo shocked...

A fact about 21?
- sobrang demure..

Who's going out with 1?
- meron ba?? dana ah.. ndi mo sinasabi..

What's 9 do for a living?
- i don't think she's working..

What do you like about number 22?
- everything! labshu sammie!!!

Do you miss number 24?
- no.. i see her everyday eh..

What is your opinion of number 10?
- nerd!!! haha! peace barbie!

What do you think about number 23?
- nice :)

What would you do if 11 and 20 were going out?
- i'm gonna beeeeeeeeeeeee sooooooooooooooooooooo shocked!!!!!!!!

Who does 2 like?
- secret.. i dunno and even if i did, ndi ko iaannounce sa lahat..

Would you ever go to the movies with number 9?
- choor!

Is number 4 hot?
- yeah.. go honey!! hahaha!

What can u say about number 19?
- i think patrick can say a lot about her.. :)

Does 18 know 16?
- duherr...

Will 17 and 15 work out as lovers?
- YIHEE!!!! ria and juni!!! yiheeeeeee!!!! ndi ko sinadya to. pwamis.. asteeg nga eh...

Is 12 friendly?
- oo naman.. basta wag lang mamamalo ng pencil ok kami..

Would you go out with 24?
- yah...haha..

Are you close to 2?
- chempwe

Ever dated 14?
- wala akong past relationships...

Is 15 a good friend of yours?
- ok lang...

What would you like to say to 1?
- "dana!!!!!!!!!!!!! wag kang magulo!!!! nagsasagot ako ng surveyyy!!!"

What would you like to say to 4?
- hi honey.. haha

Ever gotten into a fight with 11?
- no!!!

Describe 17.
- nice... smart!!

What if 11 and 15 dated?
- naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

Would 16 and 19 make a good couple?
- not a couple.. no...

Is 14 a good kisser?
- dunno.. ano ba yan.. si weirdo..

Who does 3 love?
- i don't know. but i'd love to know... :))

Was 20 ever with someone from your list of names above?
- nope.

Who does 25 like?
- i dunno..

Is 24 nice?
- yes. super!

the female survey

2008-06-24T14:47:00.001+08:00

1.Spell your name without an A?
--- hnn.. ano daw?? haha.

2. Are you single?
--- yep.

3. Whats your favorite number/s?
--- eight.five.thirteen.three.

4. What is/are your favorite color[s]?
--- blue.purple.green.black.

5. Least favorite color?
--- bright yellow.hot pink.

6. What are you listening to?
--- realize by colbie caillat

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
--- ok lang..

8. What was/is your favorite subject in school?
--- english.

9. Do you shop at malls?
--- duh..

10. Where do you wish you were right now?
--- sa room 301 one school year ago.. :'(

11. What should you be doing right now?
--- hw... haha

12. Do you have a crush on anyone?
--- wala na!!!! :)

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?
--- ha? anong type???

Can you touch your toes?
--- duh..

Can you wiggle your ears?
--- no eh..

Can you roll your tongue?
--- in what way? kung ung iniisip ko, ndi..

THE DIDS:

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
--- yep.. psychologist/pedia.

Do you like roller coasters?
--- yep.. not anymore pala..

Do you want to be a firefighter?
--- no.. too risky

when was the last time you bought a clothing item?
--- june 6...

what was the last thing you drank?
--- water..

tattoos?
--- nah..

happy?
--- umm... not much.

1. what plans do you have for tonight?
--- MATULOG.

2. do you hate liars?
--- duh...

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
--- someone who can balance the two.. :)

4. which do you prefer: blonde or dark haired girls?
--- dark haired.. ndi ba pang lalaki to???

5. what have you done in your past that you regret?
--- too many to mention..

6. do you have a guy friend?
--- yep.

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
--- >>>secrettt<<<

8. Did you ever have your heart broken?
--- yah.. well medyo..

9. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
--- yah..

10. How are things between you and your parents?
--- great...

11. Do you like your life?
--- yeah.. wala na naman ako magagawa eh..

[# 12 is missing!] --- oo nga noh.. san ba galing 'to madz?

13. What is your favorite love movie?
--- too many eh..

14. What is your best physical feature?
--- ewan..

15. Do you forgive or forget?
--- forgive... mahirap ung forget eh..

16. Which do you have more friends boys or girls?
--- girls.

17. Has anyone close passed away?
--- no one... buti naman di ba..

18. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
--- yes.. annoying to be honest..

19. What color are your eyes?
--- dark dark DARK brown.

20. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
--- medyo...

21. Do you ever wish you were famous?
--- dati...

22. Do you wish you were a boy?
--- no. i like being a girl. it's sooooo much better.. mas madaming benefits..

23. Do you hear a song that reminds you about him/her?
--- who's him/her?

24. Do you think any guys will open this just because it's labeled "THE FEMALE SURVEY"
--- i think so... mga bobo.. jeowk!!!

first and last

2008-06-24T14:34:00.001+08:00

.first.

Your FIRST two names. --- wla.. haha

FIRST letter ng name ng love mo except relatives. --- P.. haha.. kung alam niyo lang na ndi seryoso un..ahaha

FIRST thing na ginawa mo nang magising? --- look at my phone.. tignan ko ung time..

FIRST thing na inisip mo nang magising? --- "ay... umaga na.."

FIRST na tao na inisip mo pagkagising? --- my grandmother... siya nanggigising sa kin eh.. FIRST na sinabi mo nang magising ka? --- "good morning starshine, the earth says hello!"

FIRST song na narinig mo ng magising ka? --- you are the music in me->ashley tisdale (alarm tone... )

FIRST na hinawakan mo nang magising ka? --- cellphone ko..

FIRST thing na tinitingnan mo sa guy/girl? --- face.. san pa kaya eh yun yung makikita mo una di ba.. haha.

FIRST thing na hinahanap mo sa guy/girl? --- umm....

FIRST thing na nakakaturn-off para sayo sa guy/girl? --- kasamaan ng ugali

FIRST thing na gusto mo sa isang tao? --- mabait

FIRST thing na ayaw mo sa isang tao? --- masama ang ugali...

FIRST thing na gusto mo sa sarili mo? --- my eyes... kasi.. wla lang.. i see the world using them di ba..

FIRST thing na ayaw mo sa sarili mo? --- my clumsiness... ano pa ba..

FIRST time na nakausap mo crush mo? --- umm...

.last.

LAST movie you watched. --- Kung fu Panda

LAST tv show you watched? --- don't remember eh..

LAST song you heard? --- realize by colbie caillat..

LAST thing you bought? --- pagkain!!!!

LAST food you ate? --- cake

LAST time you went out? --- kanina.. sa school..haha

LAST na ginawa mo the time you went out? --- pumuntang bus para umuwi..

LAST thiNG you said to yourself. --- "wag kang mangarap ng gising"

LAST person who texted you. --- umm... sino nga ba??

LAST person na nakaaway mo. --- my sister.. kasi naman eh..

LAST time you saw your bestfriend. --- 2 seconds ago.. my tita is my bestfriend..

LAST time you drank. --- kanina.. tubig

LAST alcoholic beverage you had. --- beer... 7 years ago..

LAST thing you'll do before sleeping tonight. --- set my alarm to 4:30

- end -

from madz' blog ulit..

2008-06-24T14:24:00.001+08:00

1.Bat ang ganda mo?
hmm... inggit ka lang!!! beh!

2. Kumain ka na? Treat sana kita..
ndi pa! sige! go!!!

3. Do you need a boyfriend?
no... sowwii.. i'm happy being single..

4. Bat ang sungit mo?
ako? ang bait ko nga eh!!
5. Bat ang tagal nyo sa CR?
ndi ah..

6. Pwedeng manligaw?
pwede. basta may chocolates! HAHA

7. Bat ang cute mo?
tsk.. ganyan talaga

8. Date tayo?
umm.. it's best kung hindi..

9. Bat gumaganda ka?
umm... ganyan talaga eh..

10. Let's get married.
praning ba u?

11. Gusto na yata kita..?
yata lang pala eh...

12. Bat nagtataray ka pa?
ndi nga eh..

13. Gusto mo ng smoothie?
sure! dapat mamahalin..
14. Anong gusto mong gift?
kahit anong worth millions...

15. Mahilig ka ba sa matamis?
yep..

16. Bat ganyan tingin nyo saming mga lalaki?
ksi you do EVIL stuff na di namin ginagawa..

17. Babaero ba kami?
ask yourself..

18. Bat lagi kayong may picture sa salamin?
wala kaya...

19. Pwede tayong mag-mall?
sure! basta ikaw magbayad!!!

20. I love you!
aww.. i love me too.. :)

galing sa multiply ni carl (avoid plagiarism!)

2008-06-14T16:43:00.001+08:00

1. Naharang ni ate guard dahil WALANG ID!
- ndi pa! haha! ndi pa ko nakakalimot ng id! :)

2. Tumayo sa mahabang pila ng XEROX sa LIBRARY!
- sobra... nakakatamad sa sobrang haba..

3. Pumasok ng Prayer Room para lang MAGPALAMIG!
- hindi ah! respect the prayer room! (waw bait..)

4. Nanghingi ng PAD PAPER sa classmate tuwing QUIZ!
- pag naiiwan ko lang sa bahay.. mostly nagbibigay ng papel..

5. Nabigyan ng tardiness slip ni Ms. Marie ng prefect!
- never.. si sir caballero nagbigay sa kin eh! haha! pero once lang un!

6. Nalate hindi lang sa assembly kundi pati narin sa 1st Subject dahil sa haba ng SERMON ni MR.CABALLERO!
- never pa.. thank God.

7. Nagtakas ng PAGKAIN paakyat ng HS building kahit nakalagay na BAWAL!
- lagi... as in sobra. food to share pa kmi during boring subjects....

8. Hiningal at nagkaroon ng MUSCLE sa binti kakaakyat ng hs building!
- oo grabe. sino bang hindi?

9. Hindi umatend ng class dahil may laban and isang varsity sa labas ng BENE at mas pinili mong SUMAMA!
- ndi pa...

10. Nagpadeliver ng MCDO pagtest!!
- of course! kahit nga ndi test eh!

11. Town ang puntahan PAGKATPOS ng major School events, intrams, cheering competition o kahit TEST!
- lagi!

12. Hindi alam na may 5th floor ang bene at ang PINTO ay nasa TAPAT ng CONFE!
- what the hell? wla naman nun eh.. pang-asar lang to..

13. Minsan ng hinarang o NAPAGALITAN ng tangkaing dumaan sa TEACHERS LOUNGE!
- oo... coordinator pa...

14. NANGHIRAM ng JACKET sa room dahil sa lamig ng AIRCON!
- ndi pa... lahat gumagamit eh.. haha

15. Nagsulat ng KODIGO sa armchair, id strap, calculator o pader pag exam!
- never. good student 'to! jowk!

16. Nangopya ng hw, take home quiz, o worksheet sa classmate 2 MINUTES BEFORE the SUBJECT!
- oh yeah.. during subject pa nga eh... haha

17. Naging takbuhan ang WIKIPEDIA pag may homework na "RESEARCH ABOUT"
- lagi!!!

18. Napagalitan ng 1st year level prefect or ni Mr. Caballero dahil sinubukan mong bumaba sa CENTER STAIRS kahit na alam mong mag aassembly na ang first year!
- ndi ah.. nakakatakot eh..

19. Tumatak na sa utak mo ang mga salitang ito : CLEAN AS YOU GO, SEGREGATE AS YOU THROW!
- malamang.. try mong makinig kay sir araw-araw at tumingin sa signs sa school, pag di tumatak ewan ko lang ha..

20. Pumapasok ng MAAGA tuwing long test at final exam kahit 12:00 pm pa ang start ng exam!
- oh yeah! ang saya kaya!!!

hp theme

2008-06-06T16:03:00.000+08:00

umm... kinopya ko sa blog ni dana pero ako nagsagot....

2008-03-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

1. Exactly what are you wearing rightnow?
= jogging pants na black, pantali na red and black(stripes eh), pink na blouse
2. What is your current problem?
= hmm... ewan... madami eh...
3. What makes you most happy?
= being with friends, watching tv, watching Pride and Prejudice!
4. What's the name of the song yourlistening to?
= Go on Girl by Neyo
_______________________________________
Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU
1. NiCKNAME/s?
= Hanna, Dalagang Pilipina, etc...
2. Eye color?
= ewan... black cguro... pero ndi pure black...
3. Hair color?
= Very Dark Brown (haha...)
_______________________________________
Chapter 2: FAMILY
1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
= or course!
2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
= sure...
3. Are your parents chill?
= minsan...
4. Do you have any Siblings?
= yup. I have 3 pag kasami si older half-sis... Hi Ate!
_______________________________________
Chapter 3: FAVORITE
1. Ice Cream?
= coffee crumble
2. Season?
= fall (meron ba nun sa philippines?)
3. Book?
= Harry Potter!! Pride and Prejudice!! (kahit ndi pa nababasa... haha!)
4. Band?
= too many to mention...
5. Food?
= too many to mention...
6. Drink(s) alcoholic?= ewww... none...
7. Pen color?
= black
8. Store?
= National bookstore, Papemelrotti...(tama ba spelling???), mga bilihan ng cd
9. Person?
= too many to mention...
_______________________________________
Chapter 4: DO YOU
1. Write on your hand:
= pag walang papel... haha...
2. Call people back?
= minsan...
3. believe in love?
= yup!
4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
= yes... sa left side...
_______________________________________
Chapter 5: HAVE YOU
1. have kissed someone in the past 48hours?
= yup! (my sisters.. haha!! bago pumasok sa school...)
2. If so...where?
= bedroom nila...
3. Had PHYSICAL therapy?
= no
4. Had an operation?
= no
5. Taken painkillers?
= yes...
6. Overdosed on pain killers?
= no
7. Been stung by a bee?
= (fortunately) no
8. Threw up in a doctors office:
= no
9. Do you have a crush on anyone?
= yes
10. Do they know?
= yup...
_______________________________________
Chapter 6: WHO/WHAT WAS THE LAST
1. Person to text you?
= hmmm... Globe? (pasa load from Papa..) okie... umm... My Tita... pinasa niya sa kin yung weird msg...haha..
2. Thing you touched?
= yung mouse... i highlighted and deleted dana's answer... haha...
3. Thing you said?
= "awww... sagot ni Dana sa #4 ako..."
4. Person you hugged?
= Mama Early
5. Person you talked to on the phone?
= Dana
6. Last book you read?
= ummm... Persuasion by Jane Austen... (binasa ko kanina sa library.. ang boring nya...)
7. Last time you cleaned your room?
= i have no idea..
8. Last time you talked to someone you liked?
= a few seconds ago?

...yay! tapos na! thanks dana! panakaw ha!...

the worst day of my life yet

2008-03-07T18:32:00.000+08:00

...i never thought that bravery is achieved only by the foolish...

..bakit ko nga ba inamin? first, sinabi ni ms. sharon that's it's now or never... eh di never nalang! tapos sabi niya, now or now daw... hay... amf.. second, ewan ko.. cguro nawala na naman ako sa tamang pag-iisip. third, God made me do it. kung ayaw ko talaga bakit napilitan akong gawin?..

.cguro nga ganyan ang buhay. minsan masakit ang madadama, minsan naman sobrang masaya. minsan emo, minsan hyper.

..yung "quote" sa taas sa kin lang nag-aaply yan. ksi feeling ko ngaun napaka tanga ko para gawin yun. siguro mga 2 out of 200 lang gumagawa nun sa buong buhay nila ng dalawang beses..

...oh well, what's done is done.. wla na rin akong magagawa ngaun kahit maka 20000 characters pa ko sa post, hindi ko na mababalik ung mga araw na pinagsisihan ko. siguro nga ito na rin ang tama at gusto ng Diyos na gawin ko..

....good luck nalang sa kin....

My Birthday!

2008-01-24T17:21:00.001+08:00

Well today all I've gotta talk about is January 24, 2008.... First of all, I thank those who greeted me, whether sincerely or not... I don't care about it as long as you greeted me... I thank you for the effort of using your vocal cords for something good. I also would like to emphasize on the role of friends in our lives... I mean the real ones who love you for who you are and not for what you have. My friends are among my greatest treasures and I will never stop thanking God for the one of the greatest birthday gifts He has given me... We also had our Mastery Test and I really hope I'll be able to pass.... I also like to tell all girls out there who have problems with guys who do not care about them (except your relatives of course): "you'll be a lot stronger when you let go of this person who is most definitely not deserving of your love... just stick to your friends and you won't lose anything but instead, you'll learn to forget about the past which you can never change and get ready for the future that awaits you..."

cheering....

2008-01-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

...sorry for not posting... as in super tagal na... well, this is actually some kind of bad news for all sophies.... we lost in this year's cheering competition held on january 18, 2008... sadly, we placed last.... as in last... as in lower than everybody else including the first year students.... well at least i got over it already. i'm just in the right mood to post something for today... anyway, we went to atc to watch i am legend and to take pictures inside national bookstore... and i mean it, inside... we used the items there as props.... we were like weirdos... haha... that's all!

life is weird...

2007-12-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

hay.... i am totally sorry, again... for not posting for so long... my life has been good for sometime but now, my whole world is tearing apart. a friend who might leave me and having -100% chance to be loved by "someone" why is life like this? how can i be happy if i experience more and more problems everyday? i was kidding when i posted the most recent post... maybe i was out of my mind when i said that i don't like him anymore... because the truth is i love him more and more each day.....

sorry...

2007-11-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

sorry for not posting for so long. wala kasi time eh... i wrote a story during the sem break since i was very bored. you know what, i cant believe i'm saying this but, i dont think i like him that much anymore. i did not miss him much during the break and i was not too happy to go back to school and see him... maybe it's because he has hurt me so much before the break. *sigh... if you only know what i feel... i know i shouldnt feel hurt because he isnt mine but most unfortunately i am. i dont know what i am supposed to feel so not to hurt myself... *sigh... all i know is that i still like him. i guess i am just so unsure and maybe a bit sensitive... i'll update you as frequently as i can, but for now, it's goodbye!

ganda ng araw ko

2007-10-08T18:01:00.001+08:00

every word he says is precious to me... haha... yun na yun... no comment na... pati dun sa weird kong mata dis morning... haha... never you mind...

2007-10-08T18:01:00.000+08:00

DO NOT CLICK THIS!!!!!

Weird...

2007-10-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

I'm quite happy at the moment... although i have become a tropical depression turned typhoon, i'm fine.. except for the fact that we have to take cve long test again, i'm ok... umm... well, i'll explain why i chose weird as a title...

Weird because, i have seen HIM these days and he seems so happy while i am suffering, i don't really know... nxt thing is when i thought that i already received almost everything i was praying for, here comes problems which stormed their way in my life...

The other day, i have been thinking about my chances... well, i guess in a scale of one to ten, one will not even be right to rate our chance of being together... yet, i will wait if possible.. just like what i have said befor "mahirap magpalit"

Sorry for the total "siriusness" of this post... i am really sorry.. i guess tomorrow this emo mode will be gone and be replaced by the happy and ungloomy post, that's if i' ll be able to post......

true friend test

2007-09-28T18:26:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

game ulit

2007-09-28T17:22:00.001+08:00

this time it's not really a good one... natalo kmi by 3 points... but i guess it's fine and not humiliating... the players did their best... for me, there's just always someone better than a person at something...
after the game, we played in the field!!!!!!!!!!

Humiliation

2007-09-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

bring me to the hospital! i am currently in the state of humiliation! we had our cve long test and i humiliated myself by dancing... i dont dance! freak! *sigh... i also sang at the top of my voice and i think it isn't nice to hear... haha... i was humiliated! and i even think that we failed... what a freaky life...

One of the Best Days of My Life... Yet it could have been better...

2007-09-28T16:57:00.001+08:00

Today is a very great day for all of us... and for me, i guess it is one of the best.... Well we had the convocation today. i was one of the silver and deportment awardees. well, i wasnt bored since angeli was beside me, pat was behind me and dana and barbie were near me... i loved it! miguel wasnt beside me! yay! haha... GOD saved me from all his questions and nasty comments... haha... they also forced me to tell about #30... well that's the new code and no one (not even ana and dana) knows why i called him that... there's a very long and boring expalanation for that and as of the moment, i wont tell... i left clues which will never point to him... misleading ones... haha... sometimes u have to show that u like somebody even if u dont so that the real identity of the person u dont want to be known be hidden... its deep.. i know...

It's monday and we had a game against section 29 ( i wasnt absent in adma! yay!) ... and we won! i was so happy!!! zigmund mainly made us win... he was the last one to shoot our winning point.. it was actually a free throw since a player from the other team got a foul i guess about 2 seconds before the game ended... nice game 27!

lastly and most importantly we had moments... we use this "term" to describe any romantic experience (not really that romantic... haha... there were many.... very "mababaw" or shallow for other people, yet very important for me... i love him and every single moment shared with us together is a special one to cherish... deep again i'm afraid...
the last part which did not make my day as nice as i wanted it to be is that "they" forced me to tell my crush until 5:30 and even in our school bus... they thought that they were __________ and _____________. haha..... better be safe...

"if only u were mine and i could show my love for you... i would have done it... i don't care what other people say... all i care about is you..."

Shabuya!

2007-09-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

ginawa ni ana for me:

My name is Hanna

And I'm in love

And when I see him

I go ooh yeah...

My name is Hanna

A Filipina

My favorite teacher

Ms. Cabaluna

okaayy... si ana gumawa nyan... i had nothing to do with it! except of course that my name was used... haha!

thursday, sept 20, 2007

2007-09-21T18:01:00.001+08:00

first of all, nagattend kming lahat <2nd> ng symposium.. hiwalay girls and boys eh.. haha... kmi abt self esteem and everything... cla ewan ko.. haha... init sa rosendo hall.... haha... smantalang ung boys sa conference... unfair...

gumawa din kmi ng pinwheel... i love mine! its blue! my fave color! haha!

may game din bsktball ung section namin... tlo kami by 10 points... pero i loved the game... lhat nag pinagpray kong pumasok.. pumasok! halos lahat ngpinagpray qng ndi pumasok sa kabilang team... ndi pumasok! kaya lang... hay... well.. late kc ako eh... sana naagapan... haha... joke lang...
gling nina Zigmund, Lawrence and Jiggy... xry ha.. i hav my own opinion and i hav d freedom to say it...

saya din sa bus kc may 4th year na lions ung team na napakakulet... haha... pangasar pero nakakatawa naman eh... so okie lang haha....

wednesday, sept 19, 2007

2007-09-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

nagmass nung araw na to... umm... wat can i say... asar kc di ko XA katabi.. asar kc ibang section ung malapit sa kin... hay...

puro free tym din ngaun... pa, ilp, haha.... saya super... xempre mas masaya qng kinakausap nya ko ng maayos... hay...

chuper depressed nga pla ako nung adma... tapos sakto pa... ung topic angles of elevation and depression. akala ko kc... may game... e gusto ko manood.... haha... tapos dumating c ron and he saved my day by saying na panalo kami by default... in short... wlang game! woohoo!

hay... ngaun din, umm.... nasermonan ako kc nalaman ni papa na ayaw ko magbusiness... pinipilit nya ako tumuloy xempre... hay... gusto ko medsci eh! pero wla na ko magagawa... i already gave up my dream to go for his and my family's dream for me... *sigh...

okie... thats that for wed... go on wid the next one...

mga ndi ko pa napost...

2007-09-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

xry guys.... dami ko ndi napost so i'll post them this tym... wag kaung magtataka kc wla kau karapatan... jowk... lalagyan ko ng date qng kelan nangyari... xry ha... ganyan talaga ang buhay ko eh... pls be patient...

ika-18 ng setyembre taong dalawang libo't-pito

2007-09-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

In fairness... masaya ako ngaun... again... may isang tao lang na may alam... kc ung nagpasaya sa kin xempre ndi nya alam... hay.... anyway.... matataas naman grades ko sa long test... not much problems ngaun... tapos... namove pa ung cve long test! yay! and nagamit ung pinagmamalaki kong 1st song na natapos ko... maririnig nyo sa friday... haha... saya ng buhay ko this days... pero i dont think i agree sa sinabi ni g. reycon b. calindro na ang love daw ay ngpapababa ng grades... in my case ndi... lalo pa nga tumataas eh... saya ng discussion sa fil kanina... except na may mga napagalitan, ayaw na ni sir na nagpapasa ng box ng funds.... stuff like that... haha.... gustong gusto ko nga sana sabihin kay sir ung thoughts ko kanina eh... kya lang... tumawag ng iba... ngexplain pa... haha.... all in all.... masaya ung araw ko!

welcome!

2007-09-17T17:23:00.000+08:00

okie... ummm.... what can i say... sadly wala pa ko masabi... welcome nalang sa blog ko! sana u'll read it every now and then pag may time kau for nonesense things... haha... masaya ako na may blog ako.. haha... wala kc maxado mapagsabihan ng probs eh... haha... guys... leave a comment b4 u leave ha... or use cbox... haha... labsha all! xoxo!